♥ Happy 4th Wedding Anniversary ♥

Today Billy and I celebrate our 4th wedding anniversary! I cannot believe it has already been four years!

I must say that our marriage is not perfect but it is wonderful because you fulfill my purpose in life to be a lover, friend, wife, and mother.

We have traveled to some interesting places. We have introduced each other to things that we like. We know each other so well and exactly what we would want to do for every occasion.

So much has happened and changed in our lives but what is important is our love and commitment to be with each other until our last breath.

To celebrate our anniversaries, I booked a photographer and makeup artist, ordered a new wedding gown and arranged the venue for our post-wedding photo shooting (✧◡✧)ﾉ

Yes, you might think that I'm crazy but I just love to take photos and I really wanted to have my wedding photo with a simple yet elegant long tail wedding gown. And most importantly is I do not have many photos taken together with Billy as he is my all time photographer so I think this is the best way of having more photos with him when I'm still young and gorgeous!

My post-wedding photos taken on August 2013! Love it to the max!

Of course hubby was being forced to have this shooting with me but I believe he enjoyed the process as we recalled a lot of sweet memories that we had during our pre-wedding photo shooting.

I’m so thankful for such a wonderful, thoughtful, and supportive husband.

Happy Anniversary and ♥♥♥♥ you!

Not-so-new HEELS

I do love heels, because they really enhance a woman's leg. But ever since I had Ken, I do not really dare to wear heels whenever I go out with Ken. I'm afraid of making one wrong move in heels and I'll be falling down.

And now all my nice heels are sleeping in the shoe cabinet with the box full with dust.

Leopard print T-strap heels. Wore it only once.

Platform heels in Black

This pair is quite high and slippery. Quite difficult to walk with this honestly.

Brand new. Beige slingback heels. This design is not so informal and thus, it can be worn during working days.

Sparkling crystal heels. Brand new too.

I'm counting down to wear these once Ken is able to walk steadily. I wanna be a hot mama holding Ken's little hand and go shopping together.

Okay. So I guess I have to shut down my laptop now and have a journey to dreamland. Nitezz.........

Life with a BABY

Hectic work life is killing all my time. I don't get to see my little boy, kiss him and play with him everyday, which always makes me think I'm not a good mother.

That's why I seldom go shopping in KL and even abandon my blog because I really want to be with him as much as I could.

And of course, I can still take a day off from work and go shopping and vacation with my hubby to release stress.

I only go to KL like once every two months now, compared to twice a month before I got pregnant.

Okay, it's now PHOTOTIME for my most recent shopping trip. Photos were taken on early July and still looked a bit round and chubby.

Wore a dress and heels which I bought on last year.

My lunch at Hokkaido Ichiba. And here's my favourite WAGYU beef!!!

It was so soft, smooth and heavenly delicious! I wanna try again when I go Japan this year end!!!

Chawanmushi. I only can eat steamed stuffs as I'm strictly following the diet plan provided by the slimming centre. It works!!!

Drooling over hubby's soft shell crab and of course I took a bite :P

As promised by my hubby, here's my belated present for our wedding anniversaries.

I'm not a fan of Bonia but this was seriously "Love at first sight". Finally I found this type of watch which fits my skinny wrist. Had been trying for other famous brands but those watches just looked too big for me.

And of course it's quite expensive. Thanks hubby ♥♥

Save the BEST for the last.

Super love taking photos with my lil boy.

I'm a new mom desperately in love with my little bundle of time-consuming joy. This little human being entered my life and filled a very important place in my heart. Just holding him is a sweet reward ♥♥♥

I enjoy spending time with my him, even though it is very tiring. When I bring him home during weekend, I just feel like carrying him in my arms like a newborn, staring at him and talk to him but time passes so fast, my little boy no longer likes to take a lay down position when I carry him.

I didn't understand the special love of a parent and child until I hold my newborn for the first time. I must say having children is the absolute LOVE that you cannot explain until it is experienced.

Mother nature makes me a better mother. Don't you agree with that?

To all mamas and mama-to-be, good luck and welcome to Motherhood. Its a long hard ride, but just you wait until they give you that first smile and laugh and say "Mamamamama" for the first time. You'll fall even more in love!

It's Getting Closer

Finished reading a blog post on the process of labor and delivery. Tear dropped when thinking of the unforgettable 9 months. From morning sickness to the amazing kicks and rolls, flat tummy to big bump, 39kg to 60kg, sexy legs to elephant legs. Everything seems like just happened yesterday.


I feel my body is more awkward and heavy. Getting out of bed or rising from a chair really require extra effort.


Baby is very active now and keeps kicking me at night when I want to sleep. The kicks and punches make me feel painful sometimes. At night, I struggle to find a comfortable sleeping position.


Soon I'll be seeing my precious one. Really can't wait for that!






I must be BRAVE!

Miss you, my friend

The girl beside me is Xiaojing, a best friend of mine during university time. She's from China and we always worked together as a team for assignments. Really like the way she spoke English because her slang and pronunciation was so much better than Malaysian students. We graduated together and she left Malaysia and went to Australia to pursue her master degree.

After she finished her studies at Australia, she came to Malaysia on last year September and that was the last time I met with her.

Then, she returned to China for work and I lost contact with her because she did not reply my email and the worst thing is no facebook in China and thus, I couldn't find a way to contact with her til now.



Xiaojing,


Really hope you could see this blog post and contact with me ASAP. I feel very sad to lose touch with you honestly. Still remember the fun time that we had during the super stressed assignment time?



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Have you ever lost touch with an old friend?

Did you ever try and reconnect with them? How did it go?

如果。爱我

如果有一天，我有了大肚腩，麒麟臂和大象腿，
岁月在我的脸上留下痕迹，
在你眼中甜美和纤瘦的那个我只可以作为回忆，






如果有一天，因为孩子我变得唠叨不停，
为了繁忙家务而变得焦虑不安，更忘了对你温柔撒娇和说情话，
与你形影相随的日子也渐渐减少了，

你还会一样呵护我，爱着我吗？

　





我哭了,你还会心疼吗？　







我只要更多的爱和温暖，哪怕再多的给予与付出。


我希望每一天陪在我身边的，还是你。你还愿意将我揽在怀里，就像现在一样，不嫌弃。







不要短暂的温存,只要你一世的陪伴。　

I'm just so DEPRESSED!

I think my body can’t tolerate me working under this highly stressed environment. I started to behave abnormally (self-talking, impulsive buying, crying and many many more). I don’t even feel like talking when I reach home.


When I'm alone, I can hardly control myself not to think negatively. I do not know when all these are going to end.


I'm always cheerful and bubbly but this time, I was DEFEATED.



My dull and depressive look.

The colour of WINTER

March is the last month of winter,
The snow we love,
The serenity we want,
Are leaving us now.


This post is more like a winter fashion lookbook, showcasing some of my winter wear.





















































The color of winter is now in IMAGINATION.................


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March is the month of grey,
The disasters we do not know,
The death we do not want,
Are hitting us now.


I've been following CNN closely since 11 March to check out its news update. The devastating earth quake and tsunami have caused extensive and severe damage in Northeastern Japan. My heart is really painful watching all these news. And now followed by the nuclear crisis, which made the condition worst.


Please PRAY FOR JAPAN. I really love this beautiful country. For those who wanna make donations, click here. All you need is just a credit card!!!

Goodbye Grandma!

There were no farewell words spoken and no time to say goodbye. You were gone before we knew it.


You are now in heaven and watching over all of us. You are missed here by all who loved you.


May you rest in peace and your memory will never fade from our hearts and minds.

Finally.............Giveaway contest result

Sorry for the delay.

My grandmother was admitted into hospital and she couldn't even recognise me when I visited her yesterday. I really don't know what I can do for her except praying hard that she's going to be alright.

Looking at her face creating fears in my heart as I can hardly accept in one day when I'm this old.


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Ok, I'm going to announce the winner of the Korea souvenir giveaway contest.




Make you more excited...............



Winner is .............................



IVY KHAW


Chosen using the random number generator.

Please email me your name, contact number and address so that I can send out the stuffs for you ok?



Don't feel down if you are not being selected. More giveaway contests are coming!



Before end of this post, I really want all of you to do one thing which is super meaningful and will make your life happier with less regrets.





Cherish what you have, TODAY

♥ Hot chocolate

Went to Puchong for field audit last week and all of us had been working very hard for the past 5 days. You can't imagine how hectic was my life. Woke up 6.45am everyday, travelled to Puchong, started working from 9am til 12am. Insane rite? This is auditors' life.


I was so depressive, frustrated and demotivated honestly and even started to think negatively in every aspect relating to my job. I was about to scold my manager as I couldn't tolerate with some arrangements that resulted in unfair treatment to the staffs.


Because of the heavy workload, I became very emotional. I'm so scared to eat alone because this gives me a lot of time to think about the unhealthy hell life I'm having, which will make me feel even sadder. And I even cried because of this.


Everything was TEMPORARILY came to the end on Friday and I could finally recall what is "HAPPY".


What cheered up a half dead auditor?


See this!




My client is a coffee and beverage supplier and they made a lot of drinks for us on the last day of the audit. The hot chocolate totally melted my heart OMG! See the bunny!


This is the richest and thickest choco drink I've ever had.


What made me really happy?


I'm going to enjoy my precious weekend time with my family as well as to clean up my messy room. I'm always reluctant to work during weekend and not going make this as an exception.


I deserve a good rest.

I-City

Went to I-City at Shah Alam with my hubby for dating and photo-shooting on our first wedding anniversary. I know you have seen my same clothing and bag in my previous posts about my simple but awesome dining experience and wedding anniversary. Just bear with me because all these photos were taken on the same day.


I-City is a truly beautiful place for photo shooting. Proved you with my chosen photos!



Super love the effect of this photo. DSLR camera will never disappoint me.









This shot was captured using sweep panorama mode, meaning the camera stitched all the shots into one awesome panoramic photo. No software need to be installed! Sony, I love you!















Jumping high! I really feel good and happy when look at my photos. At least I will temporarily forget the never ended urgent assignments.



Winter feel.



LED lights






It looked marvelous after the sky turned dark.





















Bought a blinking Minnie ears to match with the decor here. I looked like a teenager!











Today worked until 9pm at client's office. Super tired and frustrated. What really demotivates me is, we gotta work on Thursday. No public holiday for me FML! Soon we will look like yellow-face-aunties.


Hate my current work life, making my life dull and full with dissatisfaction. Or I shall say I have no life now. Regret signing the training contract with my firm seriously.


I'm blogging this at about 1.30am and I don't know how I'm going to work tomorrow. But at least I feel much better after airing my grievance here.


No matter what happens, life still goes on.